Music has so far been a very important part of not just me but everything I embody....I won't lie to myself or anyone and say the usual "I grew up in a music filled house" but I for sure can say I taught myself music, not only has my taste in music diversified me, it has also become not just a determining but a major and forcefully existing factor in most if not all of my relationships.
Well apart from my boobies music is 1 thing that has matured and sadly faster than my boobies...(*thinking*If only they could exchange their growth rate*-well my scanty organ is thought for anoda day). I have with all of my partners or rather boyfriends explored these different genres of music either as a teacher, a learner or most times symbiotically(*If eng. Permits*....slap your biology teacher if you even for a second got confused and no over sabi should argue the spelling too).
As a teenager all Starry_Eyed and shit I'm proud to say I got to experience the Love,Awesomeness,Sexiness and to be sincere Konjiness of Chris Brown, he at that time seemed to be with all his baby depictions of love e.g ice cream, talking endlessly over the phone,texting e.t.c. talking about or rather shaping my First Relationship,(I no I'm a Youngie screw you Marvin Gaye Peeps mehn) and thankfully GDG was there every step...(Bless your soul Bby) I/We religiously did 'Chris Brown' and for me 'did' in every sense, till this pink Lipped chocolate hottie with the bicycle seat cap came along...and 'In His Own Words' sexually lit my relationship, this time not just for me but for GDG too, thankfully he was above 18 so sexuality as it is till today wasn't an issue to him Kudos to tracks like 'Mirror' I begun to imagine my Sex but in the BED, once again more attentively We listened to him, its no surprise though that he became the Leading Artiste of my 'Interphase I' and years later songs like Together, Do You, Make it work, Because of You, Sexy Love e.t.c even though from different albums and years still applied/apply to this relationship.
I never liked John Legend but as my taste in men changed so did my love for him escalate that's no mystery a look at him explains everything!!! My other relationship might have been symbiotic but in this I was a learner, the joys of the 'Legend' were gradually made known to me, I mean here was a total Lover-Boy who did'nt work up a tiny nerve while at it, plus he was older and yes a lot more gentlemanly, and conjuring images.........mmm my pleasure!!!! Though this romance and also bromance was short lived, moving from Ne*yo to John Legend was to me once more my growth, and years later the 'Year of the Gentleman', repackaged and more stylish still did'nt make an appearance. 2 Facts: Not just was I over Ne*yo, I was over the boy too.
I smile at the thought of this trimester, OOC brought me Variety which they say and I attest to being the spice of life, the music came as easy and freely as the Love, we made beautiful music as well as beautiful ............(Lemmi hear the Pervs in the house Say Uh-Huh Uh-Huh), looking bacK we would have been the perfect symbiotic example in a biology text book....I'm making it sound too perfect right?? Well maybe in my little head it was, this music had no theme, We did rap, blues, jazz, slows strangely little RnB as compared to the other relationships where RnB Rocked and Ruled!! And GOD NO! no Rock I'd kill any boy who comes within 25ft of me with that!!( Yeah Bite Me), I listened to Maxwell, Daniel Merriwether, found the love in M.I and picked few progressive themes from *drumrolll*** Ne*yo(He's just Die Hard), I fell for almost all forms of music, I was exposed and it felt Orgasmic!!!! The music stayed the boy well.........that's why its Music & Me
If 'The Legend' was shortlived then Banky-W and Fantasia were aborted as feotuses. Although looking at the theme musicians, the span and pattern of the relationship would'nt come as surprise (I no talk anything again WO...)For me, out of all Bankys songs I went for strongthing it even became a ticket to ask out factor; proud to say that here I was a teacher to this student so conceited, surely nothing could pass through an ego so THICK!.....I no shock when na serious STRONGTHING dem do me in the end...Fantasia sadly nothing to say I just know you were there and sadly still ARE.
From here its a winding story which I can't even explain, or maybe which isn't worth discussing, alone and with JOT I have discovered the heady adrenaline of Techno, the Growth and Tribulations of Breezy, seen things WRETCHrospectively (By the way y'all should totally check out Wreth32 he ROXXX), to mention but a few.
It has been a Back & Forth journey but 1 thing is for sure even though my life has gone seemingly South, not just with my relationships but as a whole; Music is 1 thing that has followed me every step, not just theming but accompanying me, it has found A way to speak to me in every situation and sometimes melt my heart repeatedly at every listen, it has no hands and eyes but I feel it guiding me everytime I surrender to the 'Shuffle' spirit, always finding something to say just when I need to hear, always, always, always!!!
This is 1 thing that isn't in a million years going any where!!!!
Thanks to @StictKiD you inspired this post and the preceeding sequence of tweets, I miss your friendship, hope we can find a way to 'Make it Work'.
And to you all I hope you find your Music.
***Peace & Love***
