MUSIC & me

I had started this post with full intent on writting a music nd me Piece, but thanks to @StrictKiD I am a bit confused, as usual I do not have a heading or pattern to which I wanna flow but I will flow: Musically.

Music has so far been a very important part of not just me but everything I embody....I won't lie to myself or anyone and say the usual "I grew up in a  music filled house" but I for sure can say I taught myself music, not only has my taste in music diversified me, it has also become not just a determining but a major and forcefully existing factor in most if not all of my relationships. 

Well apart from my boobies music is 1 thing that has matured and sadly faster than my boobies...(*thinking*If only they could exchange their growth rate*-well my scanty organ is thought for anoda day). I have with all of my partners or rather boyfriends explored these different genres of music either as a teacher, a learner or most times symbiotically(*If eng. Permits*....slap your biology teacher if you even for a second got confused and no over sabi should argue the spelling too).

As a teenager all Starry_Eyed and shit I'm proud to say I got to experience the Love,Awesomeness,Sexiness and to be sincere Konjiness of Chris Brown, he at that time seemed to be with all his baby depictions of love e.g ice cream, talking endlessly over the phone,texting e.t.c. talking about or rather shaping my First Relationship,(I no I'm a Youngie screw you Marvin Gaye Peeps mehn) and thankfully GDG was there every step...(Bless your soul Bby) I/We religiously did 'Chris Brown' and for me 'did' in every sense, till this pink Lipped chocolate hottie with the bicycle seat cap came along...and 'In His Own Words' sexually lit my relationship, this time not just for me but for GDG too, thankfully he was above 18 so sexuality as it is till today wasn't an issue to him Kudos to tracks like 'Mirror' I begun to imagine my Sex but in the BED, once again more attentively We listened to him, its no surprise though  that he became the Leading Artiste of my 'Interphase I' and years later songs like Together, Do You, Make it work, Because of You, Sexy Love e.t.c even though from different albums and years still applied/apply to this relationship.

I never liked John Legend but as my taste in men changed so did my love for him escalate that's no mystery a look at him explains everything!!! My other relationship might have been symbiotic but in this I was a learner, the joys of the 'Legend' were gradually made known to me, I mean here was a total Lover-Boy who did'nt work up a tiny nerve while at it, plus he was older and yes a lot more gentlemanly, and conjuring images.........mmm my pleasure!!!! Though this romance and also bromance was short lived, moving from Ne*yo to John Legend was to me once more my growth, and years later the 'Year of the Gentleman', repackaged and more stylish still did'nt make an appearance. 2 Facts: Not just was I over Ne*yo, I was over the boy too.

I smile at the thought of this trimester, OOC brought me Variety which they say and I attest to being the spice of life, the music came as easy and freely as the Love, we made beautiful music as well as beautiful ............(Lemmi hear the Pervs in the house Say Uh-Huh Uh-Huh), looking bacK we would have been the perfect symbiotic example in a biology text book....I'm making it sound too perfect right?? Well maybe in my little head it was, this music had no theme, We did rap, blues, jazz, slows strangely little RnB as compared to the other relationships where RnB Rocked and Ruled!! And GOD NO! no Rock I'd kill any boy who comes within 25ft of me with that!!( Yeah Bite Me), I listened to Maxwell, Daniel Merriwether, found the love in M.I and picked few progressive themes from *drumrolll*** Ne*yo(He's just Die Hard), I fell for almost all forms of music, I was exposed and it felt Orgasmic!!!! The music stayed the boy well.........that's why its Music & Me

If 'The Legend' was shortlived then Banky-W and Fantasia were aborted as feotuses. Although looking at the theme musicians, the span and pattern of the relationship would'nt come as  surprise (I no talk anything again WO...)For me, out of all Bankys songs I went for strongthing it even became a ticket to ask out factor; proud to say that here I was a teacher to this student so conceited, surely nothing could pass through an ego so THICK!.....I no shock when na serious STRONGTHING dem do me in the end...Fantasia sadly nothing to say I just know you were there and sadly still ARE.

From here its a winding story which I can't even explain, or maybe which isn't worth discussing, alone and with JOT I have discovered the heady adrenaline of Techno, the Growth and Tribulations of Breezy, seen things WRETCHrospectively (By the way y'all should totally check out Wreth32 he ROXXX), to mention but a few. 

It has been a Back & Forth journey but 1 thing is for sure even though my life has gone seemingly South, not just with my relationships but as a whole; Music is 1 thing that has followed me every step, not just theming but accompanying me, it has found A way to speak to me in every situation and sometimes melt my heart repeatedly at every listen, it has no hands and eyes but I feel it guiding me everytime I surrender to the 'Shuffle' spirit, always finding something to say just when I need to hear, always, always, always!!!

This is 1 thing that isn't in a million years going any where!!!!

Thanks to @StictKiD you inspired this post and the preceeding sequence of tweets, I miss your friendship, hope we can find a way to 'Make it Work'.

And to you all I hope you find your Music.

                        ***Peace & Love***

R.I.P

Alot has to me happened in a very short time, i remember this blog everyday but sumhow i have lost the zeal to write any longer, i have surprisingly lost every form of inspiration there is and nothing has that drive it used to possess anymore. I have a zillion excuses and reasons but i think the first was my most important friends going totally hardcore with their criticisms as regarding my last and if I may remind you guys 1st ever attempt, i kept arguing with them when they said it was too serious and not funny at all in my blogs defense i said it was just an opening and i didnt think it necessary to be funny since i was just introducing it, i brushed them off and smiled when all i wanted to do was bitch slap em and tell em fuck u, go and die!!!Im sorry i write too mature for u guys and being funny isnt all there is to blogging all of em said no1 would read if it wasn't funny and in all seriousness with no ounce of blog defense present screw all y'all looking for something funny to read, if you desire so much to laff A.Ys charging 5K on Saturday go buy yourself a ticket and laugh your balls off but dont make it a criteria for blogs to be funny *breathing out :deep breath*i promised not to loose my temper* so on a brighter note @lilmissbeebee and @2blaq screw u guys for your criticism I hope to read your very sucky and shitty blogs soon and  I hope dey make me laugh!!!
Secondly I lost a close friend, sister, classmate, Her name was Oyebukola Khadijat Ajibosho Buki,Duduski,Shortgeh e.t.c  if you by any chance managed to go through my last blog-post @bukkky was my critic and it was as a result of her constant belief that i started blogging!!and loosing her not only shocked me but erased whatsoever blog reason i ever came up with, I no, I no, I should have been selfless enough as to write one in her memory but how do you begin to type when the reason for your typing is no more, I should have been writing on how I almost lost her and didn't not on how i I almost lost  her and eventually did. I hear one busybody thinking I should have written about her life but shut the fuck up loose a close friend and write something only then and after that should you tell me shit!!!Truth is a big part of my FUT and life experience had her in it and in some way she left with it, I cat say her memories are a blur because she was too good to forget but its just painful remembering those times when she wouldn't be there to create more, or when tears follow....I may have lost a friend but @iamyem3y lost his only sister, only sibling, 2nd sibling so I still cannot bring myself to imagine what he went through and still goes through, i just hope God grants him and the Ajibosho family comfort and Joy, Joy that would superceed all the hurt they have ever had to live with. And we her friends may we carry her forever.R.I.P My darlyn Friend.
And this is the point where i dont know waht to say, i would not proofread for fear of discarding ,so pardon my #Gbagauns nd typos and uncapitalised i's i just cant go back.......
Peace and Love!!!!

THE OPENING

I have not since i opened this blogg atually blogged, i opened this thinkng in my tiny mind that few people att(at the time) were bloggers plus i had this dream that id be like nobs360 since we were few bt thanks to twitter i realised that not only had blogging existed a longtime ago, there were a million bloggers most of which were useless *not that im any good* and no im not being modest i really am not, this basically had without my knowledge(even though i like feeling up to date) become the new social network and you were basically floating if you didnt keep an online diary;another reason why i did this (hehe the feeling among virus dey catch everybody so shut up!!!!)So after the plenty plenty advice from my friends esp. @2blaq and @meez_jonez here i am- writting my first post.......i do not promise to be interesting cus basically I live a very boring life between struggling to up my crashig G.P, acting as the boy of the house( by that i mean doing all the erands and stuff the first son would usually do;not that i do not have an elder brother but for many reasons i have taken up his role), being a mother to my old dad-very i must add and siblings,plus the fact that I have very boring friends and many more reasons it would be a very serious task to promise you the opposite........So tanks for readng this one and i hope you read my not so interesting future posts...............

Before I make this public id give it to my critic @bukkkyy to read and if U see more than 2 followers or more posts then obviously she approved **fingers crossed**
PEACE & LOVE.