Alot has to me happened in a very short time, i remember this blog everyday but sumhow i have lost the zeal to write any longer, i have surprisingly lost every form of inspiration there is and nothing has that drive it used to possess anymore. I have a zillion excuses and reasons but i think the first was my most important friends going totally hardcore with their criticisms as regarding my last and if I may remind you guys 1st ever attempt, i kept arguing with them when they said it was too serious and not funny at all in my blogs defense i said it was just an opening and i didnt think it necessary to be funny since i was just introducing it, i brushed them off and smiled when all i wanted to do was bitch slap em and tell em fuck u, go and die!!!Im sorry i write too mature for u guys and being funny isnt all there is to blogging all of em said no1 would read if it wasn't funny and in all seriousness with no ounce of blog defense present screw all y'all looking for something funny to read, if you desire so much to laff A.Ys charging 5K on Saturday go buy yourself a ticket and laugh your balls off but dont make it a criteria for blogs to be funny *breathing out :deep breath*i promised not to loose my temper* so on a brighter note @lilmissbeebee and @2blaq screw u guys for your criticism I hope to read your very sucky and shitty blogs soon and I hope dey make me laugh!!!
Secondly I lost a close friend, sister, classmate, Her name was Oyebukola Khadijat Ajibosho Buki,Duduski,Shortgeh e.t.c if you by any chance managed to go through my last blog-post @bukkky was my critic and it was as a result of her constant belief that i started blogging!!and loosing her not only shocked me but erased whatsoever blog reason i ever came up with, I no, I no, I should have been selfless enough as to write one in her memory but how do you begin to type when the reason for your typing is no more, I should have been writing on how I almost lost her and didn't not on how i I almost lost her and eventually did. I hear one busybody thinking I should have written about her life but shut the fuck up loose a close friend and write something only then and after that should you tell me shit!!!Truth is a big part of my FUT and life experience had her in it and in some way she left with it, I cat say her memories are a blur because she was too good to forget but its just painful remembering those times when she wouldn't be there to create more, or when tears follow....I may have lost a friend but @iamyem3y lost his only sister, only sibling, 2nd sibling so I still cannot bring myself to imagine what he went through and still goes through, i just hope God grants him and the Ajibosho family comfort and Joy, Joy that would superceed all the hurt they have ever had to live with. And we her friends may we carry her forever.R.I.P My darlyn Friend.
And this is the point where i dont know waht to say, i would not proofread for fear of discarding ,so pardon my #Gbagauns nd typos and uncapitalised i's i just cant go back.......
Peace and Love!!!!
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